ok, ok...i am sorry it has been soo long!! i have not abandoned all of you i still check my xanga everyday i just don't update it.  well, there is not much to tell all of you except that graduation is in 4 months!!  i can't wait.  since i last updated several things have changed.  i now have a boyfriend and he is amazing! what else...school is going good.  but like i said, i can't wait for it to be over. 

i will try to update more often...talk to you all later!!

EDIT://well...last night was great.  i don't think i have had that much fun in along time!  happy thanksgiving everyone. 

well...thanksgiving break is here.  i went to the doctor today and he told me that i need to get an mri done to see if i need to have surgery or not.  we only went to school two days this week and i wish that we hadn't.  they were almost the two worst days of my life.  i am tired of the the lies that are being told.  i want to be cool with everyone.  i wish things could go back to the beginning of last school year and start over so hopefully things would go differently.  now i wish i wasn't quitting my job because the girls i work with understand and they are so easy to talk to.  i have also learned that somethings aren't meant to be and need to learn to except that, no matter how much it hurts.  anyway, that about sums up my life right now so i will update more later...i love each and everyone one of you and you all have a nice thanksgiving!